暂停营业。。。

本部落因为时间关系，将暂停一段时间。


未完成的亚森。。。。

结束。开始

哈哈，最近都在想，2009年我是不是犯太岁啊！！很多critical的事都在今年出现了...
就说几天前的吧,维持了3年多的感情,终究还是过去了.....

不开心?
多多少少都有的.毕竟两人也共同经历了许多事情.

不舍得?
觉得非常非常的可惜,以前我对她说过的,承诺过的,都不能让它实现.

觉得被背叛?
一点都没有,我相信她也了解她不是那么的一个人.

受伤了?
当晚第一次认识心在哭的感觉....

寂寞了?
也不会啦,在身边还有很多很多的好朋友啊,况且,我现在还多了个知己呢...哈哈

有怪他?
坦白说,没有.感情这事很难说的,不能勉强.....

感谢她: 能把我心里的话听完.
感谢她:带给了我无数美好的回忆.
感谢她:曾经爱过我.
感谢她:让我长大了许多.
感谢她:在这三年里陪伴了我.
感谢她：宁愿受伤，不好受，也把事弄清楚了。

感想:

其实,那晚后(30/11/2009),觉得大家都长大了,成熟了,了解了,明白了,分手了...
也许,我大多数的朋友都不解.但我觉得我和他都很明白我们彼此的问题,虽然努力去解决,但有时候,有些东西不是说您努力就一定能实现的. 还有很多其他因数得面对的.你是个好女孩，希望大家以后见面时,不会有尴尬的地方,因为,挥别错的才能和对的相逢嘛~~哈哈。

虽然事情最后的结果是这样,但我还是会positive thinking的啦.因为:

我多了个好朋友.
我们的关系明朗了.
我不会再因感情的事困扰了.
我的皮包里的"血"有救了!!!哈哈
我把精力投入在其他方面了...

希望她能找到比我更适合的男生。
希望她永远幸福。。。。

P/S 认识她的朋友们，多多陪她吧。


为完成的亚森上。。。。

returner

Return to Sabah for few days ade...no much changes but still i love Sabah very much.Wow, time flies, complated my first sem in UTHM too....haha will upload some pic later when i bought a new camera..haha

Been busy cleaning up my kepayan house today due to the roof fixing...haha glad that its over and we had just clean it up (90%) ...hope can back to kepayan house shortly...


To be continued....

想起....

刚看完一封e mail，是关于一位癌症病患的故事，心里很感动也很感触。

想起，几个月前，爸也是这样的“走”了。。。

想起，去年开始在医院陪他过的日子。

想起，去年开始就时常陪他去医院看医生的日子。

想起，每每他打完化疗回家的样子。

想起，他那疼痛的样子。

想起，他那疼痛的声音。

想起，那些医生在他床前讨论病情的情景。

想起，护士们的爱心照顾。

想起，他最后抓着我的手。

想起，他挣扎的情景。

想起，他最后陪我们庆祝母亲节的情景。

想起，他走了后，母亲悲伤对我说：“隆，你没有爸爸了。”

对父母亲还健全的朋友们：关爱您们的家人吧，好好珍惜。。。。

爸妈，我爱你！！！


To be continued....

So here I am....

To瑜：

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你

我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己

是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信

So here I am, standing all alone    

在某个街头，有个我在这里只为你等候    

Here I am   waiting just for you     

开放我所有期望你能了解，你能够接受。。。

To be continued....

hi all..

examination is just around the corner, and the wifi in my hostel back to normal(damn slow) due to all the ppl here return to hostel from their own home ade...haha

Will not available for few weeks... have to study lo....

To be continued....

moody....

someone said before that time will be the best tool to prove something....

I used not to understand it but here I'm facing the problem....What have i done wrg? No reason ...I feel "ke xi" of it..


confusing.....

To be continued....

Hiking trip...

Its one of the activities held by "pu ti yuan UTHM"...

Its a nice trip and Thanks to our seniors!!!

Lwen, Sheng Feng+me

Lwen and me

My Group in group activities after hiking

To be continued....(more pic in my facebook)

UTHM Prom09

Last Sunday, I attended a prom night by UTHM chinese students. Specially for 1st year students like me...

Honestly the prom was not so glamour and as goo as those in my secondary school's prom but i think thats the best place and prom the senior can do in a small town like this...Anywhere, I still appreaciate their afford and Thanks to them...

housemates and blockmates

FKASS coursemate

Friends from another faculty

Friends

housemates(Lwen,me,hsien and therance(standing))

(pei wen, My dancing partner)

Overall, I give 45% for the prom.
I think there are spaces to improve too..


To be continued....

SMS...

just received a sms : Friends are like colour pencils, they colour our lives, I may not be your favourite COLOUR, but i hope you will need me somewhere to complete your picture...

我会来了！！

过了一星期的假期生活，体会了不同的生活，我的人生又增加了精彩新的一页，谢谢Lwen，收留我，还带我到处去玩，到处去吃。

谢啦！！！


To be continued....

Sem break

wondering that everything is changing or not...sickness falling down into earth, climate change, economy changed, people changed, environment changed,etc...

Hope everything will be all right and bless all of you...

I'm currently in negeri sembilan, BAHAU due to my uni been closed coz of H1N1 and sembreak..

Taken lots of picture here and will upload it soon...

Watched POTONG SAGA yesterday....not bad o~~haha support namewee and 15 Malaysia!!

Try not to be too realistic, because ppl will afraid of u and run away from you...share your stories and open your heart...

To be continued....

Worries....

Recently i have listened a talk by a buddhist monk, He said most of the problems we are facing in our age is due to the "zi zuo" (wanting it so much and try to keep it). I have seriously think of it for sometimes, maybe he is right....should we let it go or should we fight for it?

The answer is :" I'm not sure"...

To be continued....

something not right...

haih i felt something not right but can't figure it out...

My walkway in west Malaysia ver1.0

Huh..i'm here to share my life in uni...as usual.pictures talks...

meet BY2 in BP mall (Batu Pahat Mall)

sometimes...I found difficulties in study.

but with the help from friends...i found the solution.

been to christian gathering....


This mobile "zhu chang fen" really taste good!! better than KK one!!

UTHM JOHOR (uni where i'm studying.)


had this in somewhere~~really FULL!!haha

thanks to my roommate ah hsien to bring us ORI FU RONG SHAO BAO to eat.

To be continued....

Small intro to my hostel in UTHM johor.

hi all especially for my family. Here is some of the pic i took just now to show u how my hostel are looked like.

This is the address of my hostel.

This is the nearest kedai runcit to my hostel...(sorry i nt sure about its name)
we can buy almost everything there.

The outlook of my hostel

There is a guard house at the entrance, we are well guarded and we must come home be4 12.00am. (have to show our students card be4 entering the hostel)

The left side is for male and the right side is for the female.

Of course I'm staying at the left side haha...there are small park and pondok for us to wait bus provided by the university.


Block B. is the block where am I living in. the nearest to the bus stop^.^

hmm i guess i can show my room better if i use a video clip....

I will post more pic that insde my school and class room later. coz Saturday no bus service provided...the air and water here are not as good as in KK..very polluted. we have to buy water from machine. I wonder isn't it perfect if the uni provide water cooler here so that we no need to buy water to drink.

the air been polluted by this factory i guess.. very near to my hostel.


This is taken inside one of the buildings inside my uni..called G3.



As UTHM is still new. Few facilities are building by. The building in the pic will extend our class room and the staff room will be relocated there (thats what i heard lar~~)

That is all for now....hope to see u all soon my friends and family. Miss KK DIM SUM VERY VERY MUCH!!!hahha


To be continued....

Sickness and chous

There are more and more ppl got sick in UTHM, all ppl started to afraid of each other as some of the Uni been closed because of H1N1. I'm just recover from sick too, got fever the day before but is ok now after eaten few pills of panadoles. I'm glad that the PKU (pusat kesihatan university) here is F.O.C . Thats enable me to look for doctor as soon as possible whenever i feel a little bit of sickness happening inside my body.

Tmr is Pikom PC fair in BP MALL...yeah going to have my 1st laptop tmr!! aiming acer 4736G. cheap but gd inside....

To be continued....

Share the smile...

Let the world happier...we share the smiles...

To be continued....

Thinking moment....

今天，當你要講一句不善之言－－請想想那些無法講話的人

當你要埋怨食物的味道時－－請想想那些沒有食物吃的人

當你要埋怨你的先生或太太時－－請想想那些在向上天哭訴要一個伴侶的人

今天，當你要埋怨生活時－－請想想那些太早離開人世間的人

當你要埋怨小孩時－－請想想那些渴望小孩而無能生育的人

當你要爭論沒有人清理屋子時－－請想想那些住在街邊的人

當你在哀訴駕駛的路程－－請想想那些同樣的路程以代步的人

當你很疲備而埋怨工作時－－請想想那些無工作，殘疾的，及那些多麼希望擁有你這份工作的人

當你想要指著人或互相譴責時－－請記得沒有一個人是無罪

當壓抑的念頭讓你無法振作時－－請你笑一笑想想：你還活著存在世間！

我祈禱這訊息能夠繼續傳至全人類..............

To be continued....(elson desu)

Life in Uni...

Started as freshy in Local Uni.

Hi all,its been ages or more than a week since my last update. Although 90% of my Uni area are covered by wifi but still my i pod cannot surf the internet due to some technical problems...

The life here is no laptop=no entertainment. Haih must get a laptop in next month.

Recently, i keep thinking of my hometown Sabah, miss my home and family so much. Looking most of my roommate can go home once a week, really jealous to them. Haha, but still life have to go on and on, Study lor~~haha . Study back the calculus which had studied frm form 4 haha but still not really clear about it...haha so cham..

just saw that our campus PC room finally opened and Finally i gt chance to use PC to online ..yeah...

No more classes until monday and hope to have a meaningful weekend coming soon...

To be continued....

hihi

HI all I'm now in UTHM johor ...lots ppl only knew that johor only gt one Local U thats UTM...i used to be same as them... haha . Finally finish my orientation week ..thats nightmare...worst than orientation in form 6... COZ....whole day u just sitting there only....y leh? listening to TALK TALK TALK ....and we just sitting there SLEEPING lor~~ what else....they can talk non stop for few hours one...until 12.00am o...then 6++ need wake up again...so dulan leh...everyday eat kari kari only....but all of them already passed ade...haih. Miss home so much ...miss KK too..Only can go home in end of NOV.....twice a year..... K lah see u all here ...keep in touch

To be continued....